I think that I am over weight and for a long time I have wanted to improve my health and self-esteem. I just recently started working out and I have never felt better than when I work out. I am comfortable in the body I am in but I know what I want to fix, and I know how I want to improve myself.
my family it nuts, but then again who doesn't have a family who is a little crazy..
first there's my dad: he is my hero and my best friend, i can talk to him about anything (yes even boys).
then comes my mom: we don't always see eye-to-eye but we are always there for one another, at the end of the day I love her more than any frustration i could feel about her.
next come my sisters: both older, both pretty damn cool. My oldest sister is a bit difficult to get to know but once you do get to know her she is one of the funniest people you can know. my other sister is just like me: fun, outgoing and a little crazy like me.
Last there is my dog, Charlee: she is the love of my life!!! i picked her out and she is the greatest dog around. She is a bit more bark than bite but she is such a giant cuddle bug and i love it.
I think that education is very important. I think that you need a basic knowledge and education to not only survive in this world, but to understand it a bit better. You can be a musician, artist, actor, anything you think that you DON'T need an education in, you do. There are classes for it for a reason. You gain perspective and the ability to learn more about something you love. If you are truly passionate about something (music, art, acting, etc.) then you would want to learn as much about your craft as possible.
nothing so far today. don’t have much of an appetite lately. I’m sure I’ll eat something later on lol
well hmmm, I listen to just about anything. At some point I think everything I listen to has been considered “mainstream.” My view on it I guess would be that music is music, plain and simple. Whether every person on the planet listens to it or you and your friends are the only ones who find it cool, its still music. If you love music it doesn’t matter if its mainstream or underground or unheard of; you can have preferences, things you like or don’t like but that’s your own personal choice.
I hate you. I have how afraid you have made me to love someone. I hate that because of you I have this warped view of how I should be treated in a relationship. I hate that I let you hit me. I hate the stupid things I did because you were charming and I wanted to be everything you wanted me to be. I hate that I liked you so much. I hate that I made you my world. and I hate that you have put hate in my heart. but I want to thank you. I want to thank you for making me a stronger person. Thank you for showing me that I am better than what you made me to think I was. Thank you for showing me that I deserve better for you, that even if I were to settle I should settle better for you. You are a pig, and yes I’m sure you will find love, and you will find it before I do, and you will probably rub it in my face, but I don’t care. I don’t care because I am not the girl you dated. The girl you used to manipulate would never stand up for herself, would never challenge you in any way. The girl you knew, the girl you used, is dead. I don’t need you in my life, and I sure as hell don’t want you anymore.
