What's My Deal?

i’m not like every other girl. i don’t enjoy screwing men over just for shits and giggles. i love sex, but that does mean i want it to be meaningless and impersonal. for all the good guys who “don’t give a fuck” because they have been hurt time and again, the good girls feel the same way, you just have to look hard & be patient enough to find them. 


we aren’t bitches, we are protecting our hearts just like you are. we grill you for everything, because when we trust to easy we get taken advantage of. we have walls in place just like you do. we have fears and worries, and issues that are going to take what seem like ages for us to get over. we don’t “put out” because we need to know that you understand that we are giving you a part of us that we don’t give anyone.
you want to be given a chance to prove you are a good guy, we are asking for the chance to show you that we don’t want to hurt you. 


if neither one of us is willing to take the chance to show our true selves to the other, than nothing will change. we will forever be nothing but bitches and assholes.