only the lonely...

i guess i just want someone to talk to. someone special. someone that i can call or text at any moment. someone who will call me because they think that something is wrong, not to have a 5 hour conversation but just to make sure i’m ok. I am a strong woman, i refuse to let others see me hurt. I want someone who can see past the mask, someone who can look at me being fine and call bullshit because they know i’m not fine. i want someone who i can call in the middle of the night to come cuddle because i cant sleep. i dont want a friend, i don’t want a boyfriend or girlfriend. i want someone in between…. at this point i just want someone….