Letting Tears Fall

I hate being used, I hate letting people use me, I hate that when I try to stand up for myself no one takes me seriously, I hate meditating between to parents who seem to hate each other, I hate sleeping alone every night, I hate putting my mother to bed every night because she finished off 2 giant bottles of wine, I hate that my dad seems so miserable all the time, I hate my aunt for stirring up stupid shit that is gonna do nothing but cause one giant family feud, I hate feeling lonely all the time even when I am in a room full of people, and I hate that no matter how I approach things I am never more than a friend or a fuckbuddy to anyone...